the black parade.

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Hello, homos! :) As i am typing these sentences, i am in my room using the laptop instead of being outside in front of the computer, eating, and listening to The All-American Rejects, which is so melodramatic. I'll just transfer this post later on.

"He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be.
He says all the right things at exactly the right time,
But he means nothing to you and you don't know why."

This is from Vertical Horizon's Everything You Want. I dedicate this to someone who's always there yet i don't seem to get the fact why he's always there. Well, i know that he likes me since the preceding months. Everybody does. ^^ But, IDC. Rude but honest. And my like for Koen is supplementary. Haha.

I've made a new friend named, Diane (enter your EMO surname here.) I guess she's the chopped hair version of me. I kinda like her despite the fact that she's freaking Jampol out. He always finds it weird that Diane would just pop out of the blue and pinch my fat face. Oh God, is it really that swollen and pinch-worthy? Anyway, we talked about stuff that should not be considered as "hello-my-name-is-what's-yours-getting-to-know-each-other" conversation. It was more like "you're-my-second-best-friend" conversation. Maybe because she knows about my hair, Koen, my best friend, the hotel, etsetera etsetera (thanks to dail, that is.) And i found out about her unconditional love to countless men. And those men are, without a doubt, emotional. Talk about phony. But i really like her. Nobody can take out the oddball in us. ^^

I wanted to cut class too. It was two hours of Geometry Genocide and i hated our substitute teacher way more than the Geometry ass! I feel sorry about what happened to ass too but she deserves it. Actually, my plan was (after she gives birth) to learn Education in college and locate her child and teach him or her strict English or Arts (the subjects i'm good at.) Anyway, our substitute teacher was our teacher in MAPEH and the way he talks messed him. I don't laugh about the way he talks because he reminds me of my father who looks exactly like him, only fatter and the eyes are weirder.

I finished our scum group project too. And i wouldn't refer to it as a group project since i hacked all the work. The product turned out like whoa so there's no need for a riot. Oh, and i bumped in on Koen and Arriane. I'm gonna die amidst my own vomit. I don't like Arriane. The way she says how she hates "feeling close" and how she manage to make a plastic smile makes us hurl. I could just smother the ice cream that's in your hands.

Yet, i miss Perfect Stitches. Because i read my diary again. And i miss the RS concert. I hope there would be another RS concert this year. Then maybe FRAGILE will ask us to help them with their rehearsal stuff again. Roux explained the karma thing so i would be glad to help. ^^ Although, i'm scared that this time there will be girls sitting on their laps during lunch breaks. Eew.

I'll be waking up early tomorrow. I need a good hairstyle. I'm no longer a GLOBE subscriber too. I actually changed for Alvin & company because they told me to do so but because of the calendar thingy and the fact that they hate me, the reason of being a TNT subscriber is nonexistent. I've to sleep. I'll be online tomorrow. I promise. I'm currently watching Across The Universe too.Yeah. Gotta go. Smile. Or die.

*Cray

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Hello, Earthlings! It's only 6am in the morning. I was suppose to watch Across The Universe but since my sisters are asleep (notice i said sisters instead of sister) and i thought later on, my other sister would use the Internet and there would be no time for blogging. Haaaay! I'm lacking things!

Yesterday was our Teacher's Day program but we celebrated that after class. Pft. During Chemistry class, Jampol gave me gum. I was blowing gum balloons. Then it popped on my face and we were surprised. I ran downstairs to wash my face. ^^ Phony. So much for a new hairstyle. Yeah. I ponytailed my hair in a messy way.

The Teacher's Day Program lacks happiness. I was with the Section One people that time, my friends in Elementary, since the pigs had their practice. Grace was busy with her Valerio thing, Orvend teases me, Diane asked for my ten pesos, Lisette hugged me, Ballozos pinched my face more ruthless than Jampol's, and they worshipped my drawings. :)

Then, i went to Ministop to buy another bottle of coke. The Imbeciles were there and told me that there was a fight. I guess it was at the Skatepark. Gawd. They wouldn't even know skatepark if it wasn't from me. Then i bumped in on Koen again. With Arriane. T________T and Phil. I needed Roux but she wasn't anywhere. She's somewhere there, watching something.

I need to go to school. Welcome me to the black parade. Huh? That's weird. Bye, people. I want a Deviant Day with Kimems and Niyen. ^^

"Take a sad song and make it better."
G O O D M O R N A N S.
kariin.