i love you still.

It's 7:30 in the morning and i didn't go to school because of the rain. I fell in love with my PE uniform by the way and i'm still wearing it as i type these sentences. :] I've got nothing to do so i finally managed to turn on the computer, and fortunately, blog. Rox is coming here later and i'll be the happiest, pocky-craving crayoun once again. Or not. P.S., I want porridge. :]

Rox texted Koen this morning and she said that she dedicates Paramore's When It Rains to him.

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.

I never did. And i wished i did. Plus, how could i ever see it coming if one second he sees me as something deviant then one second he sees me as a perfect stranger. You shall live in a world of karma.

Oh, oh, I need an ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

I don't care if he does see me as a stranger or an oddball, i still deserve a better reason than that. He should've just told me he loves loaf bread. :]

And when it rains will you always find an escape?
Just running away from all of the ones who love you.

You can run all your life for all i care. You're still an impatient, stupid, self-indulgent person who disloyally stowed away from despondency and dispute of love. And i want my scarf back, ye filthy monkey. :]

Still, ily.

Now that the separatory funnel is out of my hands, what is my purpose to him now? He still claimed me as his friend but now it's going to be hard pretending to be his friend if i can hardly find him right lah?

"You can take your time, take my time."
G O O D M O R N A N S.
kariin x crayoun